Don't know if you know...

... how completely I care about you.
... how quickly you can put me in an emotional tailspin.
... how much it hurts when you let me down.  Even (especially) when you don't realize it.
... how good a no-holding-back cry feels.  Especially when done in a hot shower.

I do think you know how much I worry about you.

I wish I could have a hug like I used to get them.  Because that often does a lot to make the bad stuff better.
I wish we could laugh like we used to.  Because you're really good at making me smile.
I wish we could talk, about stupid stuff, about serious stuff, about any stuff like we used to.

I miss you.